i_heart_kenji's Xanga

Monday, July 13, 2009

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 08:04:02 GMT

taken by me. although i realize that there are millions of pictures out there that are better than mine, i'm proud of it...ehe.

the reason why i was even at the beach was because my friend's sister's boyfriend proposed to her there :) I thought it would be nice to witness it :P And it was a very touching moment :) :)

anyways, back to reality. i have an ochem midterm tomorrow and i have no idea if i am prepared or not. actually, no, i am not prepared. i will be screwed once again by chemistry!! boo...i was contemplating whether to stay up late and study or sleep now and wake up early tomorrow...however, i noticed whenever i sleep, i don't wake up early the next morning :P

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Sun, 26 Apr 2009 20:44:44 GMT

i was arguing with my dad yesterday.
i thought my mom was on my side - but she ended up yelling at me too.

i feel like i can't talk to either of them. my mom was trying to talk to me today but i ended up ignoring her the whole time and couldn't help but cry while i was playing the piano and she was yelling at me.

i don't want to come back for a while...

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 06:12:50 GMT

i learned some things from being at berkeley. people here more competitive than i thought. you always hear those stories about people giving wrong answers, not helping, etc. i never thought that would happen. in my 1st year i thought i had a good group of friends that always helped me and i loved it. we all helped each other out. this year...i don't like it. i don't know if people are doing it on purpose or not. i remember i was talking to someone about this and she said "why are you being such a GOOD person? people here only think of THEMSELVES." i would think that the people i am friends with would HELP me...but SOMETIMES...i don't know.

ugh. i hate this.
let me study abroad already.

oh, and while i'm ranting already, i wanted to say something to someONE...
PLEASE help us. don't be SELFISH. think of OTHERS.

goodness.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 09:49:10 GMT

I'm not liking life right now. At all.

我现在很辛苦啊！！！！！！！

I'm miserable because so many things are just happening at once. Every aspect of my life seems like it's spiraling down right now. Crazy crazy! Don't like it =[ Want it to stop....I need spring break already! Vacation!!! 来吧！！！ haha.

Physics midterm is Thursday and I'm trying to study for it now. It's making me so irritated! I would use an equation and get an answer - one that i don't really know if it LOOKS right or not. Then I'll look at the answer and they used another deviation of some equation and get another answer =[ lol. Oh....fml.

By the way! If you ever want to get a good laugh check out fml.com. Some are sad (as in I feel really really bad for them....) but others are so funny =) Maybe I need to go there right now to cheer myself up....!

我要加油！！！！

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 21:33:30 GMT

i'm a bit sad right now =[ but i can't let it get me down because i have a physics midterm that i haven't really studied for because i've been going crazy.

BOO!

So I just printed a bunch of practice questions for physics and attempting to do them right now. It's much harder than I imagined. Man. I wish I LEARNED physics in high school. Ooh! I should buy the Physics Dummy Book!!! No...too poor for that.

So I have a Chinese quiz Tuesday, Math and Classics quiz Wednesday, Physics midterm and Chinese Oral test Thursday......more Math, Classics and Chinese quizzes next Wednesday, Classics midterm next Friday....and then! Chinese test the Monday after that.

FML!!!!!!!

I guess at least Spring Break is after that? I have a dentist appointment during that time though HAHA. Okay. Happy thoughts! Happy thoughts!!!!!

I'm drinking boba and eating chocolate right now! No wait - I worked out today. :'( There goes all the calories I burned. HAHA. My life is so sad. Ineedaboyfriend. :) BYE!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 10:58:29 GMT

Sitting here by my desk at 3:48 am doing math homework because i have a midterm tomorrow at 3:30 and doing my physics homework. hate physics homework.

i hate the rain...only when i'm outside and i'm soaking wet. However, when I'm inside, I love it. I love how it's so quiet right now and I can kind of hear the rain outside, aside from my Jay Chou studying music =) I think it's a lot more soothing than Akon...

Oh, I think I just heard some thunder. I wish there was some lightning :) As much as it scares me, I still like it :)

Valentine's Day was nice. I went to SF with my [girl] friend (haha) and after eating at yummy dim sum place, we went to Union Square, and then to Westfield Mall. It was fun with her...although I wished I had a boyfriend (at one point in the mall there was a RUSH of couples. Not sure why....).

new shirt i bought from forever 21 :P MY store. keke.

Math midterm! Oh! How I despise you! I am really afraid of it because my teacher is pretty chill in class, but on ratemyprofessors, people have been saying that her exams are much harder than the homework. MUCH. I'm so scared...I feel right now that I'm doing O.K., but when the time comes for me to take the test...Oh my. I"m so scared =( Deathly scared. AHH!

Friday, January 30, 2009

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 04:33:25 GMT

Totally not in the study mode right now. I haven't done anything the couple of hours sitting here...I've been watching a lot of Conan :)

HAHA I didn't know they had the live action. actually....all animes do. i guess i shouldn't be surprised.
So if you didn't know, conan is a high school detective but [for some reason dun dun dun] his body shrinks. so he continues to solve murder cases but in a little boy's body. he lives with his friend and her dad, who is a not-so-good detective. almost every case the dad then gets credit for conan's work, thus boosting his ego.

i think someone told me that conan has more than...500 episodes? i don't remember. i don't know if the manga is done either. probably? it's a pretty old anime. i want to know what happens in the end!!! but sadly...i'm only on episode...100? HAHA.

what else is new? Hmm. I finally got my camera :)

I have the silver one (my baby). I bought a memory card on ebay sometime last week? I'm kind of scared that I won't get it. darn it. i e-mailed the guy too. gimme my memory card!!! =[

Jane told me that when she went to Walgreens the other day, she saw a lot of chocolate (for valentines day). So depressing! It's okay though....I'll spend the time making something (as i would for a boyfriend) for my dad since is birthday a couple of days before V-day <3 :)

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 11:48:05 GMT

i haven't been able to sleep for the past 4 days now and i'm not really sure why. i don't think it's ever been this bad! it's already 5 AM and i'm not sleepy. what's wrong with me? ahh maybe it's the medicine i'm taking for my wisdom teeth? I don't really know....

I know I've been watching drama a lot these days? Is that a reason? Haha..I don't know.

I've been trying to find the perfect bag this winter...actually, it's been a LONG time now. That PERFECT bag...but all the ones that I like happen to be more than $250. *sigh* What do i do? Darn it. I don't want to spend 250 for a bag. boo.

And then there's the issue of me wanting a camera. I've been wanting one for...2 years now? Haha..so sad. BOO!

i feel sick.....

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 23:56:14 GMT

Woke up at 8 o'clock to a cold morning when my dad starts yelling at me to get up for my dental appointment. I wasn't really scared at first because everyone gets their wisdom teeth pulled out, but yesterday one of my friends happened to say it was the most miserable time of her life. That definitely helped a lot.

I was really mad. My appointment was for 9, and because of my dad's lateness we got there at 9:15. The people there didn't seem too mad, so I was relieved. This was the second time I have received anesthesia, and I told myself to try to remember everything before I fell asleep. I woke up later and I actually don't remember much. As I woke up, the girl told me to stop falling asleep. I don't remember getting into the car or the drive back home.

No pain yet...

I'm still scared for the pain. There hasn't been any pain yet because the anesthesia is starting to wear off, but I still have a week before the second operation on my left side. I'm scared that I won't be able to eat on this side when that time comes. *sigh*

A great winter vacation indeed...the other day my brother and his girlfriend went snowboarding while my mom and grandparents went to watch some Chinese concert as I stayed home at watched my dramas. I'm not complaining that much though, because I finally was able to finish my drama. And a good one it was :)

I happened to really like Moses Chan in this one. I never really liked him before because all the old "see lais" liked him haha, but he was very cool here....anyways, if anyone likes to watch TVB dramas and haven't seen this one (although it is pretty old now...2007?), watch this one :)

Oh crap. I don't feel good right now. I've actually been feeling a litle nauseas for a couple of hours now. I couldn't even finish watching one episode of the new drama I'm watching. Back to bed I go. Good night!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 01:36:40 GMT

How many U.C. San Diego students does it take to change a lightbulb?
Two. One to mix the margaritas and one to call the electrician.

How many U.C. Santa Cruz students does it take to change a lightbulb?
Eleven. One to change the lightbulb and ten to share the experience.

How many U.C. Davis students does it take to change a lightbulb?
None. Davis doesn't have electricity.

How many U.C. San Francisco students does it take to change a lightbulb?
Two. One to change the lightbulb and one to crack under the pressure.

How many U.C. Santa Barbara students does it take to change a lightbulb?
Only one, but he gets six credits for it.

How many U.C. Berkeley students does it take to change a lightbulb?
Seventy-six. One to change the lightbulb, fifty to protest the lightbulb's right to not change, and twenty-five to hold a counter-protest.

How many U.C. Irvine students does it take to change a lightbulb?
None. Irvine looks better in the dark (ditto Riverside).

How many U.C.L.A. students does it take to change a lightbulb?
One. He holds the bulb and the world revolves around him.

Hahahah :) So funny! I love Berkeley's and Davis's..........

Anyways, I took a final today. It was for Chinese, so it wasn't bad at all. I'm pretty confident I got an A in that class. If i don't...oh man. =[

Studying for chem final on Saturday and then Bio on Monday. I'm going crazy! I was studying in the living room last night when one of my roommates brings her friends over at around midnight and they were SO loud!! Finally left at around 2...I slept at 5 am last night. booo. I need to do well on these finals..need to!!!!!!

I picked the classes I'm going to take next semester. So far I have:

chem 3b [lecture only]

physics 8a

chinese 1by

chinese 7b

math 1a

fuuuuun fuuuuun.